2009

i went out and i saw some of my old sorta friends. i dont think they wanted me there. i dont want to be anywhere either.

i finished all my work books for school just so i can be left alone.

we have to do an internship. i dont know where im going and i dont know what they want from me.

everyone hates me here. even when i show up in the work clothes and take out everything, they see some dumb metalhead bitch. and i guess they are right

i started playing warhammer 40k while trying to stop smoking dope. at least i get to paint a little again. this shit expensive and youre telling me i need friends, too? fuck

i hate the fucking gamesworkshop. they keep trying to sell me shit while acting like im fucking stupid. some of these guys keep staring at me, holding up their minis at eye level for as long as they can with me in the background.

if i want to go further with my sport education shit, i need to find another internship for the start of it.